Sunday, October 5, 2008

did you feel that?

Donald Miller says "It is always the simple things that change our lives. And these things never happen when you are looking for them to happen. Life will reveal answers at the pace life wishes to do so. You feel like running, but life is on a stroll. This is how God does things"
simple things...and maybe not so simple.
yesterday i worked at the salvation army for four and a half hours.
i folded clothes and stood side by side with a woman who was a former drug addict.
i sorted hangers with a woman who told me that she was a former prostitute.
and i am ashamed to say...i judged them first. i mentally attached their former lifestyles to their names. and i inwardly cringed at my lack of compassion.
and then God nudged me.
and He gave me a glimmer of what it means to look with compassion and look with mercy and look with eyes that remember...i am no better. i felt blinders slip off my spiritual eyes. and i listened. and that drug addict became a woman torn and broken, hurt and lost. she became a woman with four children to raise. she became a single mom who wishes she could afford to get her kids halloween costumes that are brand new so they dont get teased at school. she became a woman who forgot that she is worthy of Love.
that prostitute became a girl just older than me. someone i might have had class with, someone i might have bumped into at starbucks on a friday night. a girl who carried wounds behind her eyes that the heavy makeup could never disguise. someone i needed to know. and someone that i realized, as her hand moved, sorting hangers into boxes...bore the mark of Jesus' awakenings to me. and as God moved me to look, truly look, i saw. i heard Him speak. "do you think you are better than this? That scarlet letter is yours too... as much as you are Mine, she is Mine. and she is worthy of Love."
do you get it, He asks, do you see Me?
are you watching?
earnestly seeking for the moments when I lift the blinders and nudge you?
if you dont watch, you will miss it.
did you feel that?
and so i ask you..where are you spending your time. God moved me this week. He showed me where He would spend His time. it was right there. he overrode my poor attitude and opened my eyes. He moved my heart to where His is at..with the broken. Billy Graham says the ground is level at the foot of the cross. Level it out, God.


God's Girl said...

Awe... thank you for sharing what's on God's heart. It really blessed me! May the Lord truly continue to work in you and through you!

All for Jesus,

EJW said...

for reflections such as this--

thanks be to God.

SarahJane said...

well-said as usual Grace. Great reminder. Cute picture too!